Saturday, December 26, 2015

I am a Masterpiece

Hello friends!  So lately I’ve been looking at the photos and videos that I took at Masterpiece.  Sure that may seem kinda mundane to you, but to me, it’s the most powerful thing in the world.  Looking at all the people I met there and knowing how much they love me and how they made me forget all of me worries for a week.  The people there showed me that there are other creative people out there and that I'm not alone when it comes to creativity.  They showed me that the marvelous talents that I have been given aren’t useless.

Look, there are people who have told me that my liking art was… stupid... and worthless.  They said that I was talentless and would never amount to anything.  But, everyone at Masterpiece told me the exact opposite!  They told me that how fantastic my work is and how important I am to the people around me and how precious I am in the eyes of the LORD.  Everyone there encouraged me to keep drawing, singing and performing! And to me that is the most precious thing I could ever receive.

Thank you Masterpiece, for giving me a home away from home.  Thank you for showing me that I am a wonderfully and carefully crafted masterpiece.
<3 Ary

Friday, December 11, 2015

#artistproblems

So as you all know I like…no, LOVE art!  But art and being an artist isn’t always creativity, colors and applause for your magnificent work.  It’s more like blood, sweat, tears, mental trauma, emotional breakdowns and paint stains on your carpet.  Here are just a few problems that I myself have experienced.

Sketchy pencil sharpeners (no pun intended)
Y’know that one manual pencil sharpener that, instead of properly sharpening the pencil, it just shreds of a tiny bit of the wood and causing tons of pencil lead to stick to your hands making them all black and destroying an otherwise good pencil in the process?  I hate those things!  And don’t get me started on the ones that break the lead tip of the pencil off every time!

Pencil smudges on the paper
Don’t you hate it when after you finish a drawing and there’s a bunch of smudged pencil lead across the page and all over your hands?  And it takes so dang long for you to erase it all!

Paint on your sleeves
It’s so friggin’ annoying when you try so hard to not dip your sweater sleeves in the paint you’re using!  I cannot tell you how many times I’ve finished a painting thinking that my clothes   were paint free only to find the huge blue blotch on my sleeve and wrist!

Itchy nose… while doing pottery.
I haven’t done much pottery in my life as an artist, but the few times I have I’ve always gotten an unbearable itch on my nose while my hands were covered in wet, sticky clay.

The critic
There is always that one person.  Who, no matter how well done your masterpiece is, always has something bad to say about it!  No joke, you could show them a Van Gogh original and they would say something along the lines of, “the brush-stokes are WAY off,” or, “what the heck?  Stars definitely do not look like that!”.

The narcissist
“can you draw ME?!”.  Note to all humanity; NO ARTIST WANTS TO DRAW YOU!!!  If an artist wants to draw you they will ask to draw you.  That’s basically saying you don’t care about what the artist wants to draw (or paint, or sculpt, etc..) and only want to see yourself on paper.

Animeniac
“do you ever draw anime style?”.  Basically the same thing as the narcissist.

Artists block
Like writer block, it is when the creator cannot think of anything to create.  A.k.a THE ABSOLUTE WORST FEELING EVER!!!!

So, there ya have it.  A few artist struggles that I have had to cope with for the 11 years I’ve been an artist.  And if you want to check out some of my art click HERE!  Over and out!
<3 Ary

ps. ASK ME QUESTIONS!!! once I have enough I’ll do a Q&A!!!





Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Jezzabelle

Meet Jezzabelle.  She’s my demon.  She’s the little voice in my head that tells me to do bad things.  “Steal that cash,”
“lie to your parents.  They’ll never know!”
“you don’t need to study!  You can just cheat on this test,”.
And just when you start to realize what she’s doing…
“I’m sorry, I won’t do it again,”
“I wasn’t hurting anybody!”.
I’ve kept Jezzabelle around for way too long!  She’s hurt me and numerous other people, yet I still haven’t kicked her sorry little butt out of my life!  I keep her around, even though she’s a cruel and hurtful creature!  Sometimes what she says even sounds—moral.  It sounds moral, but it isn’t if I really think about it.
“Don’t tell them what he did, it will get him in trouble,”
“They don’t need to know that,”
She even makes me think terrible things aboutmyself.
“You’re such a coward!”
“you’re so stupid, you’ll never make anything of yourself!”
“you’re so annoying, how does anyone like you?!  Oh wait, no one does!”
“ha!  You think you’re beautiful?  Say that to your waist line!”.
But… I don’t have to listen to Jezzabelle.  I don’t have to heed her words, I don’t have to take her advice, I don’t have to do what she says, I don’t have to listen to her!  So I won’t.  Jezzabelle, from now on I’m not listening to you.  Goodbye Jezzabelle, and good riddance!


Who’s your demon?  Do you listen to them?